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My Ana Bracelet

Here's the new bracelet I made today. It's got three different shades of red, which is the color for anorexia. I'm hoping to find someone who has one, so I can find a friend through it. I really like it. Does anyone else want to post a picture of theirs?

Carbs and Fat

Starting tomorrow I'm going to start trying eat 20 grams or less of carbs everyday. I'm going to do this for a week, so until next Sunday. If anyone has any suggestions on what to eat, that would be greatly appreciated.
Also, I've decided I want to try and eat 10 grams of fat everyday, and I'm going to be doing this along side the carbs restriction.
If anyone wants to do this with me, you can post a comment and then I'll get back to you. I also am looking for someone to do challenges with, because when Ido them by myself I always forget to keep track.
Let's lose those lbs, lovely!

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Disproportional

You know how you go down the hallway looking at everyone and deciding if they weight more than you, how pretty they are, and what's wrong with them? No? Maybe that's just me. Either way, I've come to a conclusion.

95% of people are disproportional. 
Maybe that's not an exact percent, but still. 

Honestly, I find myself saying things like 'Fatter legs than me, but smaller arms' or 'Skinny stomach, huge arms and legs.' and 'Fat face, big butt, tiny wrists and waist'. You catch my drift? Why are people so odd looking, and not in a good way. Honestly I'd rather be fat than have a tiny waist and huge thighs and arms. It just looks freaking weird!

I'm pretty proportional, I'd say. FAT as hell, but proportional. 

Diet Pills!!

I might be able to get diet pills, if I can get around explaining to my friend what I need. My friend knows people who get things for minors that they can't buy. You know, cigarettes, alcohol, knives, guns. Whatever. And I'm trying to get my friend to put in touch with this person, but she wants to know what it is I need. Saying that she needs to be able to tell him what I want before she puts me in contact with him, and that I might get a better deal somewhere else, depending on what I want. But I'm trying to get around that. Maybe I'll find another way to get them...whatever. I just really really want some. And I'll get the herbal kind so they don't do too much damage, you know? None of the really strong stuff.

Average Amount of Calories

So I just added all the calories I've eaten since June (God, that took FOREVER) and found the average number of calories I eat per day is 744.1. Which I guess is okay, but I'd like it to be 471.42, because that's what it would be if I followed my planned intake exactly.  I'm nearly three hundred over what I want! It's upsetting. God, and I wonder why I'm fat. You know they consider 900 calories per day a starvation diet. I wonder what 744.1 would be considered...
Anyway, on average the percent of calorie eat is 157% of my goal. So I'm 57% over what I want. Ugh. Such a failure.
On the plus side, I'm eating 37% of what a person on a 2000 calorie diet eats. But I should be at 23%.