Charlie From Lost

You know how Charlie from Lost was addicted to Herion? And how he carets around the Virgin Mary statue with all the drugs in it, even after he quit? I didn't get it when I first watched it, but I totally do now. Having the option makes you want it less. Or at least that's how it is for me. Like the Razors, if I have them I don't want to cut as much as I would if I didn't. And the fact that I know it's an option makes me not do something else. When my mother took my razors before, I nearly killed myself. But when I got them back I didn't cut right away, and only when I would have done something much more drastic. I totally understand it. To have it, it makes you feel better.